So it's the night before my biopsy and I am so busy I can hardly stand myself. I was once told by a friend that God has a funny way of keeping you busy in stressful times so that your mind doesn't have time to really process all that is going on in your life. I figure that must be true because I feel like I am almost drowning in responsibilties. I can definitely say that these past two weeks have been such a roller coaster of emotions. I have had such highs and lows. It is almost like being nine months pregnant. By the time week 39 rolls around, you are so miserable, the fear of childbirth is gone and you are just ready. I feel the same way. I do not fear any news that comes my way. I just want news! I go in tomorrow for another bilateral ultrasound and for an ultrasound guided biopsy. My mom and Chad are both going with me. I would rather go alone and not make a big deal out of it, but they both feel the need to go with me so I am going to be a good girl and let them go, after all that is my role in the family, the good girl...
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